kashei98
4th November 2007 - 07:53 PM
It is with extreme sadness and a shattered heart that I write this post. Cali left us for the Bridge after taking a very sudden turn for the worse on Sat. She woke up early Sat. morning about 3am to go out and pee, when she came back in she got a drink and went back to bed. Just a few minutes later everything she drank came back up . And so started the rhythm for the rest of the morning. She was ravenously thirsty so I was carefully rationing the water so she wouldn't drink it too fast but still it came back up along with each of the meds I administered. It was quite obvious that she was getting sicker and about 10 am she was almost totally unresponsive when I went to check on her napping. None of the vets out here have weekend office hours, I did have my vet's home phone but she'd recently got married and that number has been disconnected. Needless to say I panicked....I called my close friend next door and she and her husband, both nurses rushed over. When I went to open the door for them here comes Cali walking down the hall with her blankie on her back. I was shocked because only minutes before I couldn't even get her to look at me or swallow the water I was trying to give her. She went back in the kitchen, took a drink and promptly threw it back up. Then she went in to the other room to lay down and that was the last time she stood. She was obviously getting very dehydrated, her heart rate was down to 100 and it was clear she was fading, so we carried her out to the car and my DIL Angie and I rushed her out to Tufts emergency clinic. They took her right in on a gurney and got to work hooking her up to IV's, doing a mini scan and evaluating her condition. The first scan showed an enlarged liver and a small amount of free fluid in the abdominal cavity. By the time the Dr.s consulted with us and decided on a full ultrasound the second scan showed massive amounts of fluid and blood accumulating in the abdomen........within just one hour. Obviously the liver issues were way more grave than any of us realized. When I went in to see her and I put my arm around her to give her a hug her tummy was distended and hard, she was very lethargic, barely responding and obviously frightened. The IV fluids going in and sending her heart rate up put pressure on the already damaged tissues and that's what caused the leaking into the tummy. I decided right then to forget the ultrasound and just let her go. They gave us some time with her then came in and we held her, told her what a wonderful girl she was, how much we loved her and would greatly miss her while she slipped peacefully away. We spent a little more time with her and carefully removed her jammies that she had been wearing and her collar. They snipped a little fur from her neck for me and made a clay cast of her paw print. I went in with a beautiful loving grey and came out with a little bag of her belongings...it was surreal. We were all in shock at how fast this progressed and the outcome....my own vet doesn't even know yet and I dread making that call tomorrow....................... Quite the opposite of what we thought were just some minor liver issues that we could handle. The blood work had only come back on Friday morning with elevated liver enzymes but not alarmingly so and 24hrs later she was gone.
Cali was my first greyhound, she is the love of my life, my heart and soul.She brought great joy and love to my life. Because of her I adopted Tessa. Those two girls...both gone from me now, it doesn't seem possible......were the best greys ever. They both did a wonderful job when I started fostering, showing the new dogs the ropes and helping them learn the stairs, how to use the potty pen etc. Because of Cali I met a wonderful friend from Alabama on the Internet when I was researching info on greys and wether they would be a good match for me. We soon learned that we found we had a lot in common besides the greys. Because of her guidance and good advice I adopted Cali. She came out here to visit in 99' for two weeks by round trip on Greyhound bus! When she left she invited us all down to Alabama and especially wanted Scott, my middle son, to come out to visit as he was close to her son's age and she thought he'd enjoy it. That August he took her up on the offer and went out for two weeks but ended staying for months and in the year 2000 he returned home with a wife....my wonderful daughter in law Angie. Cali made that happen.....if I hadn't been looking to adopt a grey I would never have met my friend on the net, she'd never have come out here and Scott would never have visited Alabama and met his wife. Cali's legacy will live on in our hearts forever. This morning when I woke up from a lousy night trying to sleep I suddenly realized that I would never again hear the sweet sound of her Roooo. That broke my already shattered heart. There is so much more that I could tell you about my 9 years with this wonderful girl but I'd need to write a book. I'm completely heartbroken and can't seem to stop crying. I know I need to stop because she wouldn't want me to be so upset and I am trying with all my might.
Run free Cali and never be sick again....give Tessa a sweet kiss and tell her I think of her often. I love you both more than words can say.....go rest now on the softest of Angel's wings.................................I promise to smile when I cherish both of your memories. I will continue to foster in honor of both my girls because I know that's what they would want me to do, helping others get the loving homes they deserve. JJ knows she's gone and he slept with his head cradled on Cali's jammies last night to savor her scent and presence. Our new foster. Diamond, who came off the Hinsdale track on Thursday is helping to keep him occupied and ease his pain, she is a sweetheart. I'm beginning to think that Cali timed it this way.............................. Hold your pups close to your hearts and cherish every second because you never know when they will be gone forever..........
mountain4greys
4th November 2007 - 07:59 PM
graytdog
5th November 2007 - 09:09 AM
I am so sorry for your loss. I hope that over time your wonderful memories of Cali will help lessen the heartache you feel at this time. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
Run free sweet Cali!
Tara, Tyson and the gang
dad2paisley
5th November 2007 - 12:46 PM
I am sorry for your loss. Remember all the great times and those memories will last til you all are reunited.
God Speed little angel.
Fast Dog
5th November 2007 - 03:27 PM
| QUOTE (kashei98 @ Nov 4 2007, 06:53 PM) |
It is with extreme sadness and a shattered heart that I write this post. Cali left us for the Bridge after taking a very sudden turn for the worse on Sat. She woke up early Sat. morning about 3am to go out and pee, when she came back in she got a drink and went back to bed. Just a few minutes later everything she drank came back up . And so started the rhythm for the rest of the morning. She was ravenously thirsty so I was carefully rationing the water so she wouldn't drink it too fast but still it came back up along with each of the meds I administered. It was quite obvious that she was getting sicker and about 10 am she was almost totally unresponsive when I went to check on her napping. None of the vets out here have weekend office hours, I did have my vet's home phone but she'd recently got married and that number has been disconnected. Needless to say I panicked....I called my close friend next door and she and her husband, both nurses rushed over. When I went to open the door for them here comes Cali walking down the hall with her blankie on her back. I was shocked because only minutes before I couldn't even get her to look at me or swallow the water I was trying to give her. She went back in the kitchen, took a drink and promptly threw it back up. Then she went in to the other room to lay down and that was the last time she stood. She was obviously getting very dehydrated, her heart rate was down to 100 and it was clear she was fading, so we carried her out to the car and my DIL Angie and I rushed her out to Tufts emergency clinic. They took her right in on a gurney and got to work hooking her up to IV's, doing a mini scan and evaluating her condition. The first scan showed an enlarged liver and a small amount of free fluid in the abdominal cavity. By the time the Dr.s consulted with us and decided on a full ultrasound the second scan showed massive amounts of fluid and blood accumulating in the abdomen........within just one hour. Obviously the liver issues were way more grave than any of us realized. When I went in to see her and I put my arm around her to give her a hug her tummy was distended and hard, she was very lethargic, barely responding and obviously frightened. The IV fluids going in and sending her heart rate up put pressure on the already damaged tissues and that's what caused the leaking into the tummy. I decided right then to forget the ultrasound and just let her go. They gave us some time with her then came in and we held her, told her what a wonderful girl she was, how much we loved her and would greatly miss her while she slipped peacefully away. We spent a little more time with her and carefully removed her jammies that she had been wearing and her collar. They snipped a little fur from her neck for me and made a clay cast of her paw print. I went in with a beautiful loving grey and came out with a little bag of her belongings...it was surreal. We were all in shock at how fast this progressed and the outcome....my own vet doesn't even know yet and I dread making that call tomorrow....................... Quite the opposite of what we thought were just some minor liver issues that we could handle. The blood work had only come back on Friday morning with elevated liver enzymes but not alarmingly so and 24hrs later she was gone. Cali was my first greyhound, she is the love of my life, my heart and soul.She brought great joy and love to my life. Because of her I adopted Tessa. Those two girls...both gone from me now, it doesn't seem possible......were the best greys ever. They both did a wonderful job when I started fostering, showing the new dogs the ropes and helping them learn the stairs, how to use the potty pen etc. Because of Cali I met a wonderful friend from Alabama on the Internet when I was researching info on greys and wether they would be a good match for me. We soon learned that we found we had a lot in common besides the greys. Because of her guidance and good advice I adopted Cali. She came out here to visit in 99' for two weeks by round trip on Greyhound bus! When she left she invited us all down to Alabama and especially wanted Scott, my middle son, to come out to visit as he was close to her son's age and she thought he'd enjoy it. That August he took her up on the offer and went out for two weeks but ended staying for months and in the year 2000 he returned home with a wife....my wonderful daughter in law Angie. Cali made that happen.....if I hadn't been looking to adopt a grey I would never have met my friend on the net, she'd never have come out here and Scott would never have visited Alabama and met his wife. Cali's legacy will live on in our hearts forever. This morning when I woke up from a lousy night trying to sleep I suddenly realized that I would never again hear the sweet sound of her Roooo. That broke my already shattered heart. There is so much more that I could tell you about my 9 years with this wonderful girl but I'd need to write a book. I'm completely heartbroken and can't seem to stop crying. I know I need to stop because she wouldn't want me to be so upset and I am trying with all my might. Run free Cali and never be sick again....give Tessa a sweet kiss and tell her I think of her often. I love you both more than words can say.....go rest now on the softest of Angel's wings.................................I promise to smile when I cherish both of your memories. I will continue to foster in honor of both my girls because I know that's what they would want me to do, helping others get the loving homes they deserve. JJ knows she's gone and he slept with his head cradled on Cali's jammies last night to savor her scent and presence. Our new foster. Diamond, who came off the Hinsdale track on Thursday is helping to keep him occupied and ease his pain, she is a sweetheart. I'm beginning to think that Cali timed it this way.............................. Hold your pups close to your hearts and cherish every second because you never know when they will be gone forever.......... |
I'm so sorry for the loss of your wonderful fur baby Cali. No words that I say will ease your pain, but hopefully it will comfort you to know that you have been touched by an angel, and you are really not alone. She will be with you always, until you are reunited at the Bridge.
Much sympathy
F.D.
Patricia
6th November 2007 - 11:10 AM
rycezmom
7th November 2007 - 12:46 AM
Its so hard to say goodbye to a beloved hound.